Finding forgiveness is not always the
easiest task and sometimes a can of worms needs to be opened before that can be
accomplished. I recall during the Truth and Reconciliation Commission, as a
press photographer whilst sitting in on some of those hearings, with camera in
hand and waiting to capture an emotion on film that would tell the story. It
was in those trials that I experienced what true forgiveness really entailed;
even though I was awe struck by the severity of some of the violent crimes that
when brought to light, with the horrific tortures and deaths of the innocent
covered up and kept from the public’s eye. All the commission was looking for
in most cases was honesty from the concerned offender. Most offenders operated
under the government’s instruction. The National Party used some severe tactics
to keep equality at bay. After Nelson Mandela had come into Power and for the
sake of peace and reconciliation in South Africa a committee was formed, the
Truth Commission sprung to life and in my opinion it helped free many from
their resentment. In some cases it achieved its objective and as Christians
there is much to learn from this sanctioned action. Why form a coalition that
undertook to free war criminal from their diabolical actions in the Apartheid
Era that ruled South Africa for decades?
Observe some vital principles; it
takes the powers that be to condemn or convict the offending parties, they have
it in their power to pass judgement. Their intent was for those who crossed the
line in “humanity” to own up to their crimes and to be honest about their
involvement in them. Only then would a pardon be considered. Some received absolution
whilst others didn’t. The question that needs answering, did they achieve their
objective? The little I was privileged enough to witness has taught me the
power of true forgiveness. I saw a mother who had lost her child and had sat
through the entire questioning process as the truth about her son became
evident. The gore revolved around his death mentioned and yet I saw a broken
woman somehow find it in her heart to forgive her sons murderer. The embrace of
mother and murderer highlighted with tears was gargantuan in light of so much
hate that surrounds our world. We so often quickly react with such negativity
for the smallest offense and here was a murderer who asked for forgiveness. As
they stood eyeballing each other with the mother gazed locked on her son’s
killer; she said, “I forgive you”. That action shattered him, the tears that
filled his eyes revealed sorry, regret and humiliation. He was truly sorry for
his actions and she now had the power to condemn or forgive and she chose the
latter. Wow! I condone you “mother” and thank you for your action that is fresh
in my memory twenty years later.
Do you see a similar picture as God
chose to forgive us for our crimes? “Jesus in my place” must be our reality
with a true understanding of what this means. God is God and He has it in His
power to condemn or to forgive those who oppose His order. Sin is the offense
and even if we have only ever sinned once in our lives, which is impossible we
would still be guilty of a crime and subject to the punishment of that law,
God’s law! The penalty, eternal death for all eternity with hell as our final
destination; now some think that is a preposterous thought but God has so
ordered it and as He is the final authority on the matter so the opposing
opinions have very little bearing on the matter. He alone has it in His power
to forgive or to Condemn and the sooner we realize this the sooner we can deal
with whatever needs to be dealt with. If that man had walked into that hearing
arrogant and conceited do you think he would have found forgiveness? Why then
would it be any different with our attitude towards God? The sooner we find forgiveness for our sins. Just as the charged person stood before the
Truth Commission and confessed his crimes, we too will have to confess our
sins before the Almighty God and no cover-up story will be allowed. Honesty must be the order of the day
if we are to have any chance of finding forgiveness.
God has made a way of escape for the
sinner; “Jesus in my Place”. He has taken the punishment for my sin and has
paid my debt in full. But what action did I need to take for this to happen? I
needed to confess my sin acknowledging my fault and sin against God’s precepts.
I was obligated to truly own them and then I needed to cry for forgiveness from
the One who has it in His power to forgive, seeking out His forgiveness and
only then will the light switch be flipped and illuminate the grandiose mercy I
have been offered. Praise the name of Jesus! In the sunlight of what has been
penned maybe these verses will now take on new meaning; "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that
whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.
For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn
the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does
not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the
only Son of God.” (John 3:16-18)
Signing off
Tyrone