Reflections

Reflections Over the Years

Part One: The Awakening

Over the past few months, I have been working through years of archived blog posts as part of a book project. In doing so, I have found myself revisiting seasons of my life that I had almost forgotten.

Reading those old posts has been a strange experience.

Some made me smile. Some made me cringe. Some reminded me how little I understood at the time. Others reminded me of lessons that God is still teaching me today.

What has stood out most is not the writing itself. It is seeing the fingerprints of God throughout the journey.

When many of those posts were written, I had no idea where the road ahead would lead. I was simply writing about what I was learning, what I was struggling with, what I was observing, and what I believed God was showing me at the time.

Looking back now, I can see that God was doing far more beneath the surface than I realised.

At the time, many of life's events seemed disconnected. There were victories and failures, seasons of growth and seasons of frustration. There were prayers that seemed unanswered and lessons that kept repeating themselves.

Yet looking back through the years, I can see a thread running through it all.

The Lord was patiently renewing my mind.

Not overnight.

Not through one dramatic moment.

But through years of correction, conviction, grace, failure, repentance, and growth.

One lesson in particular keeps appearing throughout the journey.

Jesus said:

"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you." Matthew 6:33

For many years, I focused more on the second half of that verse than the first. Like many believers, I was often looking at what God might provide, what He might do, or how He might answer prayer.

Over time, however, the Lord began teaching me that the greater pursuit was His righteousness.

That lesson has surfaced again and again throughout these writings. I certainly cannot claim to have mastered it. It remains a lesson I am still learning.

The same can be said of the renewing of the mind.

"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind..." Romans 12:2

That renewing was never a destination I reached. It was a process that continues today. Looking back through these posts, I can see moments where God was exposing wrong thinking, challenging old habits, teaching dependence upon Him, and slowly reshaping my priorities.

The encouraging thing is not how much I have changed.

The encouraging thing is how faithful God has been.

As I revisit these early writings, I am reminded that while I was often focused on what God was doing around me, He was quietly doing His greatest work within me.

If these reflections serve any purpose beyond recording my own journey, I hope they encourage others to pause occasionally and look back on their own lives. Sometimes only in looking back do we begin to recognise the faithfulness of God that was present all along.

What follows are some of the earliest steps in that journey.

Not the reflections of someone who had arrived.

Simply the observations of a pilgrim learning, stumbling, growing, and discovering that God's faithfulness is greater than his own strength.

Signing off,

Tyrone

 

Hallowed Be Your Name

 

I Lift My Voice Unto Your Name

The very first instruction is to pay homage to God and honour Him for who He is. We need to worship Him for who He is, period.

Thankfully, He is the God He is, full of life, with no darkness overshadowing His light. A perfect specimen of eternity. There is no blemish in Him whatsoever, nothing flawed in His character. He always makes the right decisions, even if at times we, as fallen sinners, find some things difficult to reconcile.

The Lord Himself taught us this principle when the disciples asked Him how they should pray. Before provision, before forgiveness, before protection, He directed their attention to God:

"Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name."  

Matthew 6:9

The very first instruction is not about us. It is about Him. His name, His honour, His glory. How different that is from our natural inclination. We rush into God's presence with our lists, our concerns, our needs, and our plans. Yet Christ starts somewhere entirely different. He starts with worship.

Remember, when we learn this lesson for ourselves, and it absolutely resonates, not partially but completely, it will leave us in good standing with our God. For now, our summations are outside His perfect will. The only time we will ever align with His will is once saved, born again. This is where it starts. Outside of that reality, it is impossible to please Him.

You may think you please Him through charitable deeds, but when you examine it closely, you will often find that you are doing it to be recognised by others. Our lives are filled with smoke screens. That is why I find Solomon's summation and conclusion at the end of Ecclesiastes so fascinating:

"The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgment, with every secret thing, whether good or evil." Ecclesiastes 12:13-14

As long as you are trying to evade this reality in your life, eternity will not end well for you.

Romans 1 takes this discussion even further. Paul traces mankind's decline and identifies the root problem. It was not merely that men sinned. It was that they refused to honour God as God.

"Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened." Romans 1:21

The judgment that follows begins there. A refusal to acknowledge God for who He is. A refusal to honour Him. A refusal to give thanks. God eventually gives them over to their own desires and imaginations. It is a sobering passage of Scripture because it reveals what happens when mankind refuses to do the very thing Christ taught us from the outset: to honour God.

If you apply yourself to the Word, He will apply Himself to you. More specifically, your faith in Him will produce evidence in your life.

Of this I am completely persuaded.

There are many contributing factors to this reality, including God's intervention in saving faith. If you believe, for one minute, that you are better than the unbeliever because you chose to bend the knee to God, and somewhere along your journey you were "born again" and believe it was all your doing, then I fear for you. Without God's intervention, even in that account, nothing would have changed in your life.

The nagging question is what triggers that in a person's life. These are some of the unseen mysteries that we are privy to. To start speaking on God's behalf with any authority is dangerous.

Remember Miriam?

Recount the time when God called you by name. I remember wrestling for days to understand who God was and what He had done for me. But I have seen it in the lives of others. Jukes, a very good friend of mine, resisted the call so furiously that he arrived at a meeting, refused to get out of his car, turned around to drive away, and had an accident. I think that was the first car accident he had in his life. No, you explain that for me, coincidence or God tightening the screws to bring you to a place of understanding?

Now back to the starting point of our daily routine. When I rise, the very first words out of my mouth should be:

"Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven." Matthew 6:9-10

And then we work out the rest of the day.

This is my encouragement to you, whilst reaffirming this truth in my own life.

Signing off,

Tyrone

 

The Pathway to Peace

 

Be Anxious For Nothing

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;

And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

 "Be anxious for nothing" is another bitter pill to swallow, but once again, what happens in the mind is that the instant reflex is to tell yourself to stop worrying and start applying faith to your circumstances. But is that what the Word actually teaches?

 When we read, "Be anxious for nothing," our natural tendency is to focus on the anxiety itself. We begin wrestling with our thoughts, trying to suppress fear, silence worry, and convince ourselves to have more faith. The battle becomes an exhausting attempt to control the mind through sheer determination.

Yet that is not what Paul says. 

He does not tell us to fight anxiety directly. He does not tell us to manufacture faith or pretend that our concerns do not exist. Instead, he immediately redirects our attention elsewhere:

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God."

The focus is not on anxiety. The focus is on bringing everything to God.

Perhaps the mistake many of us make is believing that victory comes from staring at the problem in our minds until faith somehow appears. The Scripture points us in a different direction. Rather than becoming occupied with our anxiety, we are invited to become occupied with prayer. Rather than rehearsing our fears, we are instructed to make our requests known to God. Rather than dwelling on what may happen tomorrow, we are called to remember with thanksgiving what God has already done. 

The peace of God is not presented as a reward for successfully eliminating anxiety. Neither is it reserved for those who have achieved perfect faith. In Paul's instruction, peace comes after something else. It follows prayer, supplication, thanksgiving, and the deliberate act of bringing our concerns before God.

That changes the picture completely.

Many believers spend countless hours trying to silence anxious thoughts, believing peace will come only when they finally conquer them. Yet Paul points us in a different direction. He does not tell us to conquer anxiety. He tells us to bring everything to God in prayer. The emphasis is not on mastering the mind but on surrendering it. The mind may still be full of questions. The circumstances may remain unchanged. The future may still be uncertain. Yet as those burdens are repeatedly brought to the Lord, something begins to happen that cannot be fully explained.

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

This peace does not always make sense. It often arrives before the answer. It can be present even as the storm rages and before a single circumstance has improved. That is why it surpasses understanding. It is not rooted in what we can see, calculate, or control. It is rooted in the presence of God Himself.

Perhaps this is where many of us miss the lesson. We try to think our way to peace when God calls us to pray our way to peace. We attempt to reason our way out of anxiety when God invites us to bring our anxiety to Him. The promise is not that we will always respond to our wants. The promise is that God will guard our hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

It is not the power of the mind that brings peace, but the surrender of the mind to our God and Father through Jesus Christ. 

I hope you are beginning to see the difference between applying the Word of God and following the world's methods. The world teaches self-mastery. It teaches techniques to control thoughts, manage emotions, and train the mind to submission. Whether through self-help, positive thinking, or countless other methods, the focus remains the same: self-attempting to fix self.

The problem is that “self” is the very thing that is broken.

The Bible paints a completely different picture of man. We are not merely people who need better techniques. We are fallen creatures with a sinful nature. Every one of us has been trained by sin from birth. Left to ourselves, our minds naturally drift toward fear, pride, doubt, anxiety, lust, anger, and countless other corruptions. The mind is not the solution to the problem. The mind is part of the problem. 

This is why Scripture does not call us to trust in ourselves. It calls us to trust in Christ.

You will never achieve lasting victory through the strength of your own mind because your mind, like mine and every other human mind, has been affected by sin. There has only ever been ONE who was not conquered by sin. Only ONE walked this earth in complete obedience to the Father. Only ONE remained perfectly pure in thought, word, and deed.

Jesus Christ, the Son of God and the Son of Man.

The Christian life is therefore not a journey of self-improvement but one of surrender. We stop looking inward for the answer and begin looking unto Jesus. We stop placing confidence in our own ability to control our thoughts and begin bringing those thoughts captive to Christ. We stop trusting in the strength of self and start depending upon the power of God.

That is why the peace of God is found at the end of prayer. Prayer is an act of surrender. It is the acknowledgement that I cannot carry this burden, solve this problem, or control this outcome. I place it in the hands of the One who can.

The destination is not simply a quieter mind. The destination is the peace of God, and the road that leads there is travelled on our knees.

 

Signing off,

Tyrone

As For Me, I Have Made Up My Mind

 

The Mind

The mind continues to be at play, ticking over nonstop, consistently spilling thoughts. Sometimes it appears to be under lock and key, whilst at other times it rages like a burning furnace. Thoughts emerge seemingly without invitation, some useful, some destructive, some confusing, and some that simply refuse to leave. Most of us rarely stop long enough to consider what is taking place. We simply roll with the punches and continue on with life. Thoughts come, thoughts go, and before long, we find ourselves reacting to them rather than examining them.

To be fair, there has been much discussion in recent years concerning the mind. Therapy has become a major topic. People are searching for answers to anxiety, fear, confusion, and the endless activity taking place within them. Yet where is the Christian to go with this realisation?

The answer, as always, is found in the Word of God.

At first glance, it may appear as though we are merely spectators to our thoughts, helpless passengers being carried along wherever the mind chooses to travel. Yet the Scriptures reveal something much deeper than that. James 1:15 says, "Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death."

There it is.

The Word of God pulls back the curtain and allows us to see what is taking place beneath the surface. The issue is not simply the thoughts that enter our minds. The issue is the source of those thoughts. Desire conceives. Sin is born. Sin grows. Death follows. What eventually manifests itself in our thoughts, words, attitudes, and actions often begins much deeper within the heart. The Scriptures expose what lies beneath the surface and, in doing so, reveal why the Christian must look beyond symptoms and seek the root of the problem.

This is one of the reasons I have become so convinced about the importance of the Word of God. If I achieve nothing else in this life, if I can lead you to the Word of God, then I will have accomplished at least part of my calling. I have many failings and shortcomings, but if the Word of God gains dominance in your life as the final authority, then I would be well pleased.

As for me, I have made up my mind. By the grace of God, I will rely upon God's Word, the Bible, as the final authority for my life. Working this out can be difficult at times because applying Scripture to life's countless circumstances is not always straightforward. There have been many occasions where I have struggled to know what to do, what direction to take, or how to apply God's truth to a particular situation. Yet through the years, I have discovered something that has become increasingly precious to me. If I sit long enough, wait upon the Lord, search His Word, and sincerely seek His will, direction always comes. Not always in my timing and not always in the manner I expected, but it comes because God is faithful.

The Lord Himself said in Luke 11:9, "And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."

Almost immediately, the mind begins to object. If that is true, why have I asked and not received? Why have I sought and not found? Why have I knocked and found no door opening before me? Again, the answer is found in the Word of God. James 4:3 says, "You ask and do not receive, because you ask wrongly, to spend it on your passions."

The problem is not God's faithfulness. The problem is often our own desires. We can ask for things that originate in our will, whilst convincing ourselves that we are seeking God's will. The Christian life, therefore, becomes a process of learning not merely to ask, but to ask rightly. Not merely to seek, but to seek those things that align with the will of God. Not merely to knock, but to knock upon the doors that God desires to open.

The more I walk with the Lord, the more I find myself asking a different question. Instead of asking, "What do I want?" I find myself asking, "Does this request fall within the perfect will of God the Father?" That question changes everything. It changes the way we pray, the way we think, and ultimately the direction of our lives.

Ask yourself this question: Is this a request that falls under the perfect will of God the Father?

Shoot high, as the sniper would say, aim small, miss small.

If our aim is the will of God rather than our own desires, we may be surprised at how often the answers begin to come into focus. The issue has never been God's faithfulness. The issue is whether we are seeking what He desires for us.

The mind will continue its activity until the day we leave this world. Thoughts will continue to come and go, and questions will continue to arise. Yet I am convinced that God has not left us without an answer. He has given us His Word. His Word exposes the source of the problem. His Word establishes the final authority. His Word teaches us how to seek, and His Word reveals the faithfulness of God toward those who diligently seek Him.

Of this I am convinced.

Signing off,

Tyrone

The Mind

The battlefield is the mind

And if we are not spiritually dressed for battle, the flesh will eventually win.

The light of God's world cannot coexist with the desires of the flesh in a spiritual world; they have no place in the light. Yet we, as Christians, have been saved in that exact body and in that exact state, housing the spirit of new birth in a body tainted by sin. The mind is where it gets interesting; we are given new minds, in a sense, but we still have to unlearn old, sinful habits.

“And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.”
Romans 12:2

Paul teaches us not to be conformed to this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of our minds. Let’s spend some time breaking this down.

• So, it’s the mind that needs to be worked on
• How must that happen?
• What must be changed, and from what thought process to what new thoughts?

But we must have the end goal in sight. Heaven with all its glory. A love affair with the Creator of heaven and earth. The only true God. The only husband for our eternal life, even Jesus Christ, our Lord and beloved partner.

We obviously need to walk in the light or in the Spirit, and we do so in several ways. We look to the Word of God for direction. We do not thumb-suck ideas filled with humanism and then somehow expect spiritual victory. What did we expect? Psychobabble is ideas filled with self-worth, which is the enemy of God. We need to get out of the way and let the Word of God properly expose us. Let the Spirit of God guide us into all truth, especially the truth about ourselves.

It’s imperative that we start thinking correctly. The first warning is “do not be conformed to this world,” so the ideas pushed from the world’s perspective are to be avoided. This is clear. Pay attention. You cannot mix oil and water and expect them to coexist in harmony; there will always be separation.

How do we get the penny to drop with this mindset?

We need to walk in the light and wear the full armour of God. Don't talk about it. Wear it. Because this is war, whether people understand that or not.

“Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.”
Ephesians 6:11

People hear “the armour of God” spoken about all the time, but do we actually understand what it means to dress for battle spiritually?

The Belt of Truth
holds everything together. Without it, everything falls apart spiritually. The world teaches people to follow their feelings and themselves, but Jesus Christ said He is the truth. Without a belt to hold up our pants we may lose them and always be clutching at them and pulling them up.

The Breastplate of Righteousness
The enemy attacks through compromise, lust, pride, bitterness, guilt, and secret sin. Righteousness is obedience before God even when nobody is watching.

Feet Shod With the Gospel of Peace
Our walk matters. Where we go matters. What we watch matters. Wrong environments poison the mind quickly. The Gospel gives direction and stability.

The Shield of Faith
The enemy constantly fires thoughts into the mind. Fear. Lust. Doubt. Condemnation. Faith blocks those attacks. Not positive thinking or affirmations. Faith in God’s promises.

The Helmet of Salvation
The helmet protects the mind. Again, the mind. The enemy wants believers trapped in confusion and compromise. Renewing the mind through Scripture is not optional. It is survival.

The Sword of the Spirit
This is the Word of God. Not culture. Not emotions. Scripture. You cannot fight lies if you do not know the truth.

Prayer
Prayer keeps us spiritually alert and connected to God. Soldiers do not wait for bullets to be fired before communicating during battle.

Our minds need to be reprogrammed with new information, and that information is the Word of God. All of it. As much as we can chew on and digest. The more we consume it, the more our thinking changes.

Always remembering we have an enemy who walks around looking to trip up the believer, we will be tested along the way. When we go back to our own vomit again and again, we prove but one thing, that we have failed the test.

But thank God that while we have breath, we have hope, for God’s grace affords us another opportunity to right our wrongs.

But we must learn new techniques to overcome. We must walk in the light, dressed in the armour of God. We must dress for battle, habitually and intentionally.

This is a new outlook, and it reprograms our minds to avoid conforming to this world. In turn, this will teach us what is good, perfect, and acceptable to God for our lives.

The flesh will lie to you constantly, excusing sin, but the light exposes it for what it really is. And it must all be applied by faith.

Truthfully, the first person I am reminding about all of this is myself. I am not writing this from some mountain top as if I have mastered this walk perfectly. Far from it. I know what happens when we drop our guard spiritually. Sinful thoughts do not take long to arrive, and if we entertain them long enough and act on them, sin will always follow. That is the reality of this flesh. I know what it is to trip, struggle, wrestle, and fail in this war within the mind. That is exactly why this matters so much to me. That is exactly why we must stay spiritually dressed for battle.

We must all ask ourselves what we want.

I have my answer.

As much as I trip and fall along the way, I want to please my God. I want to live a life that shows thankfulness for what He has done for me. When I drop my guard or forget to dress for battle, I become vulnerable again. And the flesh wastes no time reminding me what it wants.

We all know what fruit that brings. Guilt robs us of the victory Christ won for us on Calvary.

To be like Jesus is our only hope.

We must pursue that, but because of our frailty and the bodies we house His spirit in, we need grace to press towards the mark of the high calling of God. It is an unnatural way to live, but the only way God will accept.

Have you understood this?

We must have an objective to pursue, a goal. We must be locked in, and if not, we now need to do whatever it takes to become locked in spiritually.

The mind must be renewed.
The armour must be worn.
The light must be walked in.
And it must all be done by faith.

Signing off,
Tyrone

Beneath the Noise

 

At 1:50 am, the world feels strangely quiet. The noise slows down just enough for an individual to hear their own thoughts. I sit at my desk, punching away at the keyboard, listening intently for the voice of my Saviour. The irony is not lost on me that, at any moment, I could reach for my phone and disappear into the endless scroll. There is no shortage of information available to us anymore. News, opinions, entertainment, controversy, motivation, theology, podcasts, reels, clips, highlights, and endless voices all demanding attention. Yet somehow, with all this information surrounding us, people remain spiritually starving.

Perhaps it is because information and truth are not necessarily the same thing.

Proverbs says, “Like cold water to a thirsty soul, so is good news from a far country” (Proverbs 25:25). What a simple yet profound picture. Every one of us knows the satisfaction of cold water when truly thirsty. It revives, refreshes, and restores.

Solomon compares this to “good news from a far country”. I do not think the beauty of that verse merely sits within geography, as though the emphasis is simply news arriving from another nation. The deeper beauty seems to rest in the unexpectedness of it all. News that once felt distant suddenly arrives at your doorstep and refreshes the weary soul.

Most of us have experienced moments like that. A phone call you were not expecting. An answered prayer after months of silence. Reconciliation where division once stood. Peace arriving in the midst of anxiety. Sometimes it is simply hearing exactly what your soul needed at the precise moment it was needed.

The refreshment is not merely found in the information itself, but in the timing and mercy of its arrival.

The world offers endless streams of information, yet very little of it truly refreshes the soul. We consume content all day long and somehow remain empty. We scroll looking for something meaningful to carry us through the next few hours, but most of what we consume evaporates almost instantly. The soul remains thirsty because humanity was never designed to live on information alone.

Throughout church history, believers have approached Scripture in different ways. Some carefully unpack the typology and patterns woven throughout the text, while others prefer a simpler and more direct reading. Yet when sitting with books like Proverbs, one quickly realises that wisdom itself often speaks in layers. Sometimes a verse stands plainly before us, and at other times it quietly unfolds deeper truths the longer we sit with it. Perhaps this is why Scripture remains unlike any other book ever written. It speaks both to the surface reader and to the soul that lingers long enough to meditate upon it.

This is why Scripture can appear completely lifeless to one person and overwhelmingly alive to another. One individual opens the Bible and sees ancient names, genealogies, repetition, and history. Another sees the intricate hand of God weaving redemption through generations with breathtaking precision. The words themselves have not changed, yet the sight is completely different. Spiritual sight is not merely intellectual understanding; it is revelation.

Unless the Lord Jesus opens an individual’s eyes, the things of God remain distant and unclear. This is exactly why Christ said a person must be born again (John 3:3). Not simply improved, educated, emotionally stirred, or made religious, but born again. That truth should humble every one of us because salvation is entirely the work of God, yet Scripture is equally clear that an individual must respond. “Everyone who calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” (Romans 10:13). Call you must, because it all begins there.

When God answers that cry and opens a person’s eyes, the things that once seemed foolish suddenly become life itself. Scripture breathes differently. Christ becomes precious. Sin is no longer treated casually. Grace becomes overwhelming. The kingdom of God is no longer an abstract theological idea but a living reality within the heart of the believer.

This is why I find the account of the blind man so remarkable. The religious leaders questioned him relentlessly, demanding explanations, theology, and technicalities, yet the man kept returning to the simplicity of what had happened to him: “I was blind, but now I can see” (John 9:25). There is something deeply powerful about that testimony because it bypasses performance and lands in reality. The man could not deny what Christ had done for him because he had experienced it personally.

Perhaps this is also why endless scrolling leaves so many restless. Modern humanity consumes more voices than any generation before it, and yet rarely grows still long enough to hear the one voice that truly matters. We flood the mind while starving the soul, constantly searching for fragments of meaning while neglecting the very source of wisdom.

Then Christ steps into the centre of it all, and once again I find myself overwhelmed by a truth that deserves far more meditation than we often give it.

Jesus Christ is the only man to ever conquer sin in the flesh.

The longer one sits with that truth, the more astonishing it becomes.

The more I sit with that reality, the heavier it becomes. Prophets failed, kings failed, nations failed, and even the most righteous among men eventually stumbled beneath the weight of sin, yet Christ walked through this fallen world perfectly obedient to the Father.

What a glorious revelation that is to sit with in the quiet hours of the morning.

Once that truth truly settles into the heart of an individual, calling upon the name of Jesus no longer feels like a religious duty, but the most natural response imaginable.

To God be the glory now and forever more, Amen and Amen.

Signing off,

Tyrone

 

The Enemy

 

We, men, can be very selective, even when handling Scripture. If we are honest, we often search the Word for support rather than surrender. We naturally gravitate towards the verses that comfort, strengthen, defend, or promise us something. Somehow, even in our pursuit of God, self still manages to sit close to the centre.

Perhaps this is one reason God gave us the Holy Spirit: to guide us beyond ourselves. Left to our own nature, we tend towards self-preservation, self-interest, and self-justification. But the Spirit leads us into truth, against the desires of the flesh and the instincts of fallen man. And it's not always the Holy Spirit leading, as some may claim; it can always be tested against the word of God, the Bible.

Christianity does indeed bring gain, but it begins with loss. There is the loss of pride, the loss of self-rule, the loss of worldly thinking, and ultimately the surrender of this temporary life for eternity. The flesh resists this because it constantly seeks immediate reward, justice, and comfort. But the Kingdom of God is built on faith in what is unseen and eternal.

Perhaps nowhere is that tension more visible than in the command to love your enemy while simultaneously waging war against your own flesh.

Proverbs 25:21–22 says:

“If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat, and if he is thirsty, give him water to drink, for you will heap burning coals on his head, and the LORD will reward you.”

 

This is one of the hardest commands in Scripture because it goes completely against the flesh. Our natural instinct is not to feed an enemy, but to resist, expose, repay, or wound back.

Yet Scripture commands mercy.

Not because evil is insignificant, and not because justice disappears, but because vengeance belongs to God and not man.

We are tainted by sin. God is not.

Our judgment is corrupted by pride, emotion, bitterness, self-preservation, and the flesh. Even when we are genuinely wronged, we do not judge perfectly. But God judges without corruption, selfishness, or error.

This is why Romans 12 says:

“Never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God.”

The believer steps back and says:
“I will not sit in God’s seat.”

Mercy toward enemies is therefore not weakness. It is trust in the perfect justice of God.

But this principle does not apply to the flesh.

The flesh is not a wounded neighbour needing compassion. The flesh is the rebellion within us that opposes the Spirit of God. Scripture never tells us to feed it or negotiate with it. Instead, the language becomes severe:

• deny yourself,
• crucify the flesh,
• make no provision for it.

We feed our enemies physically because judgment belongs to God.

But we starve the flesh spiritually because it wars against God.

How strange that we are often harsher toward people and softer toward sin, while Scripture teaches the opposite.

Love people.
Kill sin.

Because people bear the image of God.
Sin opposes the holiness of God.

And only God judges perfectly, because only God is untouched by sin.

All hail King Jesus, the only man to ever conquer sin in the flesh.

Signing off,

Tyrone