(Psalm 51:3) “For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever
before me.”
Honesty is a hard
thing to find when we are so self-absorbed will our own lusts. However it’s
often the very same which brings us to our senses, sadly this can take up to a
lifetime for some and then it even misses the many as they continue to live in
self-denial. The truth be told their day is coming and the judgment seat of God
will arrive.
Here we see David cutting through all the rot of
self-justification and he simply arrives in a place
of panic stricken acceptance and acknowledges how
his conscience constantly reminds him of his sin. How the conscience and the mercy of God lead
by the Holy Spirit comes together in probing a man’s mind is a mystery, God
knows! But without it we would be in serious trouble. There was no sugar coating
his reality; “For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me.” As
scary as this is, it is a place where we all need to find ourselves in, if we want true rescue, I’m not talking about
the fashionable response to Christianity as if it’s something we put on for a season.
Sadly there are many so called Christians that fly these flags. The true
Christian finds the grace of God to endure the affliction. As for the struggling pilgrim; we must not mistake our
folly in life as a commendable thing before God. There will always be
consequences. The Apostle Peter gives us this understanding about our lives as
Christians and what we are to expect; “For it is better to suffer
for doing good, if that should be God's
will, than for doing evil.” (1Peter 3:17) – Here David was paying the price for his sin, but
if we read the book of Job we see a man suffering under the auspices of God’s
will for doing good. Why? Well the answer is a simple one, to bring glory to
God and to silence the gainsayer. Yes it cost him almost everything, even the
death of his children and we will see his position in the kingdom of heaven and
then we will truly understand the brilliance of our God. Amen!
God has made a way, a
perfect way whereby we can find forgiveness, He went to incredible lengths to
make a means for the rebellious sinner. I want us to think long and hard on
what He did to save us from his eternal judgment. The price was almost too much
for Him to swallow and yet He send his only beloved son to die in our place so
that the gateway to heaven may be opened once and for all. The man Jesus was
judged as a sinner and yet he was without sinner, falsely accused of sin and
crucified for it. Did you know that he had the power to call ten thousand
angels from heaven to obliterate his accuses but held his peace, took the
unjust punishment, was spat upon, stripped naked and whipped so viciously that
the bones of his back where visible. Then he was nailed to a cross and as he
hung there in agony, he had no thought for himself and the pain he faced but
rather cried out to His Father (the only true God, the creator of the
universe); slow down now and disgust these word and hopefully you will
understand the immense love of God; “And Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for
they know not what they do.”” (Luke 23:34) – Even now as he was treated as the scourge of the
earth he did the will of His Father, and finished his quest, He died so many
could go free. I sit here eyes wide open all because of the marvellous
sacrifice that the Lord Jesus Christ did on my behalf, I will be
forever grateful, praise His glorious name.
But until we
understand that without His finished work our attempt at finding favour from
God outside of Christ’s sacrifice, we will always miss the love of God. Do not
be fooled, the entire love of God has been encapsulated in the finished work of
Calvary. Miss that and I can assure you on the basis of God’s Word, the Bible,
you will end up tasting the wrath of God.
David understood that
he could not save himself; “For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever
before me.” Have you? If not fall to your
knees acknowledge your sin and then cry out unto Jesus and watch your
understanding fall into line with the ability of your voice crying out; “I can
see!”
Signing off
Tyrone